20 February 2008
A Marking.
This is written freeform. (Other writing is consuming most of my creative time and energy.) I want to record this thought before I learn and grow and evolve further, I want to remember this thought even beyond the end (or new beginning) of this story.
'God, purify my love for Christine. If nothing is left of it, then it was a selfish love and no great loss. But it if remains, then it is of You and I will hold to it. Either way, bless her beyond her wildest dreams.'
Love is thicker than death, so it must be thicker than pain. I am no longer afraid to love her. And I am no longer afraid to leave all of this behind. Love always finds its way home, and my heart will find its way to the woman I am meant to love. So I will trust Him with my heart, and I will follow my heart wherever it leads me.
Wurmbrandt once wrote that only those who dive into deep waters find pearls. I stand on the shore no longer.
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